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so i got the other side of my lip pierced last night for snake bites.
and got super drunk with kirby.
and well, you can deduct what happened from there.
but, it was super amazing and connected and i'm still trembly.
and am still awake.
i have a job interview tomorrow @ 2 that i'm pretty much hired at already. well, i'm already in the company so i am, in a sense hired .. but the store manager wants me on her team so. yeah. she said, when she was sending an email to her district manager that she was rooting for me. so all i have to do is look pretty and pass inspection for the win.
ftw.
really.
i'm doing this.
and got super drunk with kirby.
and well, you can deduct what happened from there.
but, it was super amazing and connected and i'm still trembly.
and am still awake.
i have a job interview tomorrow @ 2 that i'm pretty much hired at already. well, i'm already in the company so i am, in a sense hired .. but the store manager wants me on her team so. yeah. she said, when she was sending an email to her district manager that she was rooting for me. so all i have to do is look pretty and pass inspection for the win.
ftw.
really.
i'm doing this.
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so, yeah. i, can't stop thinking about the events of the past month and they're like .. nothing short of amazing. life changing. i'm in like.. this whirlwind of life and its exhilarating.
its like, before i came to be with kirby, i wasn't really living. and i know it might sound cliche. but its true.
for once in my life i'm actually doing what i want, and not what's best for everyone else. it feels right.
for fucking once i'm actually happy.
i'm finally not getting up out of bed just to say ``hey, i'm here,`` and pretending everything is okay when it really isn't because i don't want to be there and i don't want to be breathing.
and not running home to my mother for once is actually insanely liberating.
and the best part of it is waking up next to kirby and feeling fucking perfect. happy.
i felt sick as fuck this morning when i woke up but i couldn't help but smile at her when she looked at me.
its absolute insanity, but i love it.
fuck it man, i just want to dance.
its like, before i came to be with kirby, i wasn't really living. and i know it might sound cliche. but its true.
for once in my life i'm actually doing what i want, and not what's best for everyone else. it feels right.
for fucking once i'm actually happy.
i'm finally not getting up out of bed just to say ``hey, i'm here,`` and pretending everything is okay when it really isn't because i don't want to be there and i don't want to be breathing.
and not running home to my mother for once is actually insanely liberating.
and the best part of it is waking up next to kirby and feeling fucking perfect. happy.
i felt sick as fuck this morning when i woke up but i couldn't help but smile at her when she looked at me.
its absolute insanity, but i love it.
fuck it man, i just want to dance.
so, there's tornado warnings in effect. i'm totally not happy with that.
but i am completely happy that i missed my bus.
kirby seems a lot less stressed out. like maybe i was going to change my mind. i never even thought of it.
so, i'm like. totally wanting to go clubbing. i need my mom to send me my social security card so i can get a state i.d. that would be sweet.
great. so now there is a tornado.
kirby keeps telling me we're fine, but i think she would tell me that up until the point where i died. she loves me like that.
heh.
i'm super happy with her.
lol.. so her mom came in here and was like: we're not out of the woods yet. there's still a system that could hit us.
i'm like: yeah.
she's like: put your driver's license in your pocket. in case you die.
sweet.
rain-wrapped funnel cloud.
okay. so no more tornado warning.
I'M GOOD NIGGA.
but i am completely happy that i missed my bus.
kirby seems a lot less stressed out. like maybe i was going to change my mind. i never even thought of it.
so, i'm like. totally wanting to go clubbing. i need my mom to send me my social security card so i can get a state i.d. that would be sweet.
great. so now there is a tornado.
kirby keeps telling me we're fine, but i think she would tell me that up until the point where i died. she loves me like that.
heh.
i'm super happy with her.
lol.. so her mom came in here and was like: we're not out of the woods yet. there's still a system that could hit us.
i'm like: yeah.
she's like: put your driver's license in your pocket. in case you die.
sweet.
rain-wrapped funnel cloud.
okay. so no more tornado warning.
I'M GOOD NIGGA.
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kirbs and i stayed up all night. and only half of it was deviousness. but you know, we'd be up until about this time ANYWAY, talking on AIM. just saying. i downloaded a TON of ani difranco songs and some new music to remix for the club.. well, whenever i get back .. there. which i don't really see in my near future, to be honest. psh, there are clubs here. in memphis. about 30 minutes away. cha.
my bus back to new york comes at 5 p.m. today. i won't be on it.
its funny, how i thought i could put four years of love tag into three weeks. its funny how i really did naively think i was going to go home after the three weeks were up. and yeah, that sentence was poorly written but i don't give a fuck. there's a lot of things i'm giving.. less of a fuck about lately. ( this is a good thing. )
yeah, you know what, its 7:30 in the am. you can deal with my poor sentence structure and bad grammar.
uh, anyway.. i'm kristi. i'm 19. 20 in october. super gay. mohawk'd. sup. yeah. you like my description of myself. i'm super tired. i guess i needed to introduce myself in some way, shape or form. whatever. deal with it.
oh, failcore.
ayup.
i'm done here.
my bus back to new york comes at 5 p.m. today. i won't be on it.
its funny, how i thought i could put four years of love tag into three weeks. its funny how i really did naively think i was going to go home after the three weeks were up. and yeah, that sentence was poorly written but i don't give a fuck. there's a lot of things i'm giving.. less of a fuck about lately. ( this is a good thing. )
yeah, you know what, its 7:30 in the am. you can deal with my poor sentence structure and bad grammar.
uh, anyway.. i'm kristi. i'm 19. 20 in october. super gay. mohawk'd. sup. yeah. you like my description of myself. i'm super tired. i guess i needed to introduce myself in some way, shape or form. whatever. deal with it.
oh, failcore.
ayup.
i'm done here.
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so, i'm in arkansas, and its not really so much the place, though its supremely beautiful to me .. but honestly, its her.
i can talk all i want to about leaving, but my heart isn't in it. i guess, this is where i should be at this point in my life because it feels right.
it really does. and maybe this is all nonsensical babble, but i've waited in line for this ride for a long time and now i'm going to ride it.
this really isn't what i meant to write you know, new journal and all, but that's all she really wrote.
i'm going to go convince kirby we should watch buffy now because the menu has been on for like four hours.
i can talk all i want to about leaving, but my heart isn't in it. i guess, this is where i should be at this point in my life because it feels right.
it really does. and maybe this is all nonsensical babble, but i've waited in line for this ride for a long time and now i'm going to ride it.
this really isn't what i meant to write you know, new journal and all, but that's all she really wrote.
i'm going to go convince kirby we should watch buffy now because the menu has been on for like four hours.
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