get out of bed and put my swagger on,

[swagger]

so, yeah. i, can't stop thinking about the events of the past month and they're like .. nothing short of amazing. life changing. i'm in like.. this whirlwind of life and its exhilarating.

its like, before i came to be with kirby, i wasn't really living. and i know it might sound cliche. but its true.

for once in my life i'm actually doing what i want, and not what's best for everyone else. it feels right.

for fucking once i'm actually happy.

i'm finally not getting up out of bed just to say ``hey, i'm here,`` and pretending everything is okay when it really isn't because i don't want to be there and i don't want to be breathing.

and not running home to my mother for once is actually insanely liberating.

and the best part of it is waking up next to kirby and feeling fucking perfect. happy.

i felt sick as fuck this morning when i woke up but i couldn't help but smile at her when she looked at me.

its absolute insanity, but i love it.




fuck it man, i just want to dance.

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[kirby]

i love you mnore than text can express.

[swagger]

why don't you show me, then?

[kirby]

i just did, my love.

[swagger]

again. maybe not now.

but tomorrow.